Sunday, June 29, 2003
I don't want pumpkin juice," said Harry. "I want vodka. Do you have vodka?"
Ron shook his head regretfully. "Just pumpkin juice, really."
"And motor oil," said George. "You want some motor oil?"
"This is it," said Harry in the same dead voice. "I have hit rock bottom."
"Hey, look," said Fred, pointing. "Sirius is coming back. And he's got Malfoy with him."
"I was wrong," said Harry. "Here's an even lower place."
-chapter 10. Draco Dormiens
"Strong emotion of a particular sort," Dumbledore said. "Danger works, too. In fact, in the old days, if a Magid child hadn't shown any sign of ability by the time they were eighteen or so, the Ministry would usually send them up against a dragon or some other such monster."
Harry looked anxious. "I've already faced a dragon, and I haven't shown any signs of being a Magid, Professor..."
"That's all right, Harry," said Dumbledore cheerfully. "We'll give you another two years, then we'll feed you to a basilisk."
-chapter 11 Draco Dormiens
Old Godric the Grouchy, as my partner Nicholas Flamel used to call him?" said Dumbledore, looking cheerful. "Oh, I doubt it, Harry. He wasn't a Magid. Not at all. Great warrior, of course. Very brave. Always shouting. That was how he terrified the enemy, you know, with his dreadful battle cries."
"I thought it was his courage and tactical brilliance," said Harry.
"Oh, no," said Dumbledore. "All down to shouting, really."
-chapter 11. Draco Dormiens
Why not?" Harry snapped. "Just knock me off my broomstick. Come on, have a go!"
"Why not?" echoed Ron in disbelief. "How about because I don't want to spend the rest of term explaining to Dumbledore why I murdered you in cold blood for no apparent reason?"
"Dumbledore said the Magid power would manifest itself if I faced danger," said Harry. "It won't work if I just jump off my broom. I have to be scared. And if you won't help, I'll just go into the Forbidden Forest and feed myself to Aragog."
-chapter 11 Draco Dormiens
those came from a fanfic. a surprisingly good fanfic. you'll be surprised how many harry potter fanfics are out there, and the majority of them have been butchered beyond repair. those are just the memorable bits that i enjoyed. was laughing, no, i think snorting would be a more accurate term. very few good stories have achieved that effect. now, as time is of the essense, and i need to do other stuff, i'll leave you to enjoy and reread the above few paragraphs from the fic. if you're interested in reading the story, just tell me.
Ron shook his head regretfully. "Just pumpkin juice, really."
"And motor oil," said George. "You want some motor oil?"
"This is it," said Harry in the same dead voice. "I have hit rock bottom."
"Hey, look," said Fred, pointing. "Sirius is coming back. And he's got Malfoy with him."
"I was wrong," said Harry. "Here's an even lower place."
-chapter 10. Draco Dormiens
"Strong emotion of a particular sort," Dumbledore said. "Danger works, too. In fact, in the old days, if a Magid child hadn't shown any sign of ability by the time they were eighteen or so, the Ministry would usually send them up against a dragon or some other such monster."
Harry looked anxious. "I've already faced a dragon, and I haven't shown any signs of being a Magid, Professor..."
"That's all right, Harry," said Dumbledore cheerfully. "We'll give you another two years, then we'll feed you to a basilisk."
-chapter 11 Draco Dormiens
Old Godric the Grouchy, as my partner Nicholas Flamel used to call him?" said Dumbledore, looking cheerful. "Oh, I doubt it, Harry. He wasn't a Magid. Not at all. Great warrior, of course. Very brave. Always shouting. That was how he terrified the enemy, you know, with his dreadful battle cries."
"I thought it was his courage and tactical brilliance," said Harry.
"Oh, no," said Dumbledore. "All down to shouting, really."
-chapter 11. Draco Dormiens
Why not?" Harry snapped. "Just knock me off my broomstick. Come on, have a go!"
"Why not?" echoed Ron in disbelief. "How about because I don't want to spend the rest of term explaining to Dumbledore why I murdered you in cold blood for no apparent reason?"
"Dumbledore said the Magid power would manifest itself if I faced danger," said Harry. "It won't work if I just jump off my broom. I have to be scared. And if you won't help, I'll just go into the Forbidden Forest and feed myself to Aragog."
-chapter 11 Draco Dormiens
those came from a fanfic. a surprisingly good fanfic. you'll be surprised how many harry potter fanfics are out there, and the majority of them have been butchered beyond repair. those are just the memorable bits that i enjoyed. was laughing, no, i think snorting would be a more accurate term. very few good stories have achieved that effect. now, as time is of the essense, and i need to do other stuff, i'll leave you to enjoy and reread the above few paragraphs from the fic. if you're interested in reading the story, just tell me.
posted by christine | 5:35 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Saturday, June 28, 2003
what can seem like a good thing always turns out to be something my wildest imaginations can never think of: even worse. sod off
posted by christine | 8:36 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Friday, June 27, 2003
meanie! that stupid neo... it should learn to download pictures more quickly. actually, it should just have something done to it... solve their data base problems. i haven restocked it like a week! so how am i supposed to get np?
oh oh oh... i've got the jumping jumping jives. and i feel like singing sing sing. ooooooooohhh, i've got the singing bluueeeeeeeeesss... YEAH!
something's happening to me. it was just like the time after i watched the buffy musical. but the thing is. this time, there's nothing to trigger it... so i'm wondering why i'm feeling this happy. maybe i'm going crazy. i knew it was going to happen sooner or later.
oh oh oh... i've got the jumping jumping jives. and i feel like singing sing sing. ooooooooohhh, i've got the singing bluueeeeeeeeesss... YEAH!
something's happening to me. it was just like the time after i watched the buffy musical. but the thing is. this time, there's nothing to trigger it... so i'm wondering why i'm feeling this happy. maybe i'm going crazy. i knew it was going to happen sooner or later.
posted by christine | 7:13 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Thursday, June 26, 2003
ok, time to brag... i did this quizzes, http://www.factmonster.com/spot/quiz/harryoop3... ok, so it's not the full link, i think you've got to add html somewhere at the end, quizzes for HP 5... so far... up to level 3... level 4... and the extremely hard one... 100%! i am the best!!! and to think i read the book once. trust me, the questions for the extremely hard one really was extremely hard. gtg...
posted by christine | 10:06 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Wednesday, June 25, 2003
what am i going to do? if i cant even get back my piano standard after one month of not playing, how am i going to continue after the Os? it'll be more than a few months of not playing. at all. tell me how to deal.
posted by christine | 6:00 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
i think the only thing i'm good for is chasing people away. like hell... i shouldn't be online waiting like some desperate person. i should get outta here. that's what i should do. funny that it seems to be the last thing on my mind. and i dun even know what the hell i'm waiting for. maybe the sky to drop down? *chicken licken* maybe a new comic book? or something. anything. i'm too bored to care.
posted by christine | 9:40 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Monday, June 23, 2003
this world is full of fucking people. for example! my sister. she cant even go and send her fren down. of course, she's my fren too, but i'm always the one sending her off, so why cant cheryl do it? piss of shit, she is. she should take a long walk down to never never land and never return.
we have 145 maths questions. and that's just for the second week. yay! more maths for the third week!! how fun. i'll sooner die. stupid.
people shouldn't do things to other people that will influence another person's impression of you. rather lenghty that, but maybe it aint very clear for some of you. if you go ard giving people bad impressions of that person, then, well, when they meet you, it wun be very nice right? they'll think you're some sort of psycho or something. do i look like some sort of psycho to you? do i? huh? huh?
maybe. i dun think i'm very in control with my emotions right now. so sod off when you're done
*grumpy look*
but to __________________, the sun, the moon, the stars. (fill in your own name here, since i'm not sure if anyone will bother to read this shit since no one signs my gb to tell me anything. anyone who reads it gets taken off my hate list. of course, then again, i've calmed down... so no one cept those i have always hated are there. )
we have 145 maths questions. and that's just for the second week. yay! more maths for the third week!! how fun. i'll sooner die. stupid.
people shouldn't do things to other people that will influence another person's impression of you. rather lenghty that, but maybe it aint very clear for some of you. if you go ard giving people bad impressions of that person, then, well, when they meet you, it wun be very nice right? they'll think you're some sort of psycho or something. do i look like some sort of psycho to you? do i? huh? huh?
maybe. i dun think i'm very in control with my emotions right now. so sod off when you're done
*grumpy look*
but to __________________, the sun, the moon, the stars. (fill in your own name here, since i'm not sure if anyone will bother to read this shit since no one signs my gb to tell me anything. anyone who reads it gets taken off my hate list. of course, then again, i've calmed down... so no one cept those i have always hated are there. )
posted by christine | 7:04 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Saturday, June 21, 2003
dun know how come my sis, so stupid or the other person stupider, she likes to get into fights with other people in neopets. see, u can get frens and u can get enemies. and u can get disappointed big time.
so today, my schedule for studying is kinda screwed up, and i hope my mum doesn't know that i'm not doing anything worth while now. i think she planned for the whole family to eat dinner outside, maybe at hougang mall, and then we go to popular to get the fifth harry potter book. cool, huh>? anything as long as it doesn't involve studying. coz i already did my maths and eng homework. so she should lay off, right? totally.
feel like eating something. hmm... wonder if it's true that guys in general speak less? i think it is. like, it's a girl thing to talk a lot right? and maybe well, if u people out there know guys who talk a lot, it's obvious u guys have been frens for quite some time already... coz most guys dun open up so much. i think. gtg.
so today, my schedule for studying is kinda screwed up, and i hope my mum doesn't know that i'm not doing anything worth while now. i think she planned for the whole family to eat dinner outside, maybe at hougang mall, and then we go to popular to get the fifth harry potter book. cool, huh>? anything as long as it doesn't involve studying. coz i already did my maths and eng homework. so she should lay off, right? totally.
feel like eating something. hmm... wonder if it's true that guys in general speak less? i think it is. like, it's a girl thing to talk a lot right? and maybe well, if u people out there know guys who talk a lot, it's obvious u guys have been frens for quite some time already... coz most guys dun open up so much. i think. gtg.
posted by christine | 4:49 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Thursday, June 19, 2003
people are crazy! esp. Nat. you got a good bf already, still want to go out with the other guy? something wrong with u!
actually, who am i to say, except that if it were me, and both were good looking, hell, i'll take the advice i just gave you and shove it up my ass. ahem. okokokokok... time for the bacholerette. do u know that's not even a word? and that stupid trista cries all the time? get a grip lor. and apparently, not as successful as other shows.
and do u know how nice (irritating actually) that on buffy, she's like living in denial, and then totally denying that she and spike are together? like, get real? if he were my bf, i'll share him with the world. like, what's wrong with her? cant she like, just forget about her past or whatever, and like, screw him already? wait, she like, totally did that the last episode.
and like, do u know i know that you know that using the word like as well as totally, give people a migraine? like, ain't that totally awesome?
i need a therapist.
actually, who am i to say, except that if it were me, and both were good looking, hell, i'll take the advice i just gave you and shove it up my ass. ahem. okokokokok... time for the bacholerette. do u know that's not even a word? and that stupid trista cries all the time? get a grip lor. and apparently, not as successful as other shows.
and do u know how nice (irritating actually) that on buffy, she's like living in denial, and then totally denying that she and spike are together? like, get real? if he were my bf, i'll share him with the world. like, what's wrong with her? cant she like, just forget about her past or whatever, and like, screw him already? wait, she like, totally did that the last episode.
and like, do u know i know that you know that using the word like as well as totally, give people a migraine? like, ain't that totally awesome?
i need a therapist.
posted by christine | 10:09 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
i think i'm going to die soon. seriously. everytime i breathe, it's like taking in a breath that might kill me anytime, there's this pain cutting thru me... dunno what's wrong with my windpipe. and it hurts everytime i swallow, be it air, saliva, or anything like food. and i dun want to go for piano today either
posted by christine | 11:35 AM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
It's not my fault (how does this sound?)
ok, there are a few things i have learnt today, i think the most important one is the difference between a really cool stink bomb intented to drive away an audience and a level three toxic biohazard that's threatening to melt my whole family is apparently 2 extra drops of culfer tetraoxide. i'm like totally suing that web site.
besides, this isn't my fault. it isn't. i mean, kids shouldn't be able to play with toxic chemicals. and this just proves it. think about it. i can't go to a moive where there's too much violence or sex, but i can totally go buy all the ingredients to gas my neighbourhood from the comfort of my own home. who made up that rule? can't vote. can't drive. can't get a credit card. can go on the internet and learn to make chemical weapons.
and that's why none of this is my fault. it's society's. i;m merely a victim acting out the pressures of higher learning forced upon younger kids before they're emotionally developed and facing an overwhelming techo-interface that devolves intersocial skills and values. or something.
who cares as long as my mum buys it?
-unfortunately, it is not my genious that created the above watcha-call-it. i'm merely copying it from a malcolm in the middle book. sue me.
ok, there are a few things i have learnt today, i think the most important one is the difference between a really cool stink bomb intented to drive away an audience and a level three toxic biohazard that's threatening to melt my whole family is apparently 2 extra drops of culfer tetraoxide. i'm like totally suing that web site.
besides, this isn't my fault. it isn't. i mean, kids shouldn't be able to play with toxic chemicals. and this just proves it. think about it. i can't go to a moive where there's too much violence or sex, but i can totally go buy all the ingredients to gas my neighbourhood from the comfort of my own home. who made up that rule? can't vote. can't drive. can't get a credit card. can go on the internet and learn to make chemical weapons.
and that's why none of this is my fault. it's society's. i;m merely a victim acting out the pressures of higher learning forced upon younger kids before they're emotionally developed and facing an overwhelming techo-interface that devolves intersocial skills and values. or something.
who cares as long as my mum buys it?
-unfortunately, it is not my genious that created the above watcha-call-it. i'm merely copying it from a malcolm in the middle book. sue me.
posted by christine | 11:28 AM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
met dorothy today... as well as went out with ben. we went to watch a movie and just hang... i've a feeling we wouldn't see each other until Os are over. haha... if i didn't go out with them, i would have gone out with Nat and Cher. then could have seen if "er... what's-he's-name" is as good-looking as my sister said he is. dunno lar, but my sis says that he was really quiet? then again, most guys that i've seen so far, are really quiet. i'm talking about those who are refined.
infusion yesterday... peggy... so cute!!! dance so nice... haha, you've got to dance for me the next time. too bad i never bring camera...
infusion yesterday... peggy... so cute!!! dance so nice... haha, you've got to dance for me the next time. too bad i never bring camera...
posted by christine | 7:22 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Sunday, June 15, 2003
butchered. that's wad my hair has been thru. it's an experience i advise most people to not go thru. under the mercy of the hairdresser who pays your demands no heed and just lunges with the scissors. CUT! hair today, gone tomorrow.
I am a Dragon of Earth, what are you?
Which Dragon are you?
Take other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...
bloody bleeding crap of a hell. really want to strangle people with no sense of taste who cant in the world see how great yuuto is. they should have more websites on him! then again, there's not much that can be said about his character and everything. curses!!!! crap.
I am a Dragon of Earth, what are you?
Which Dragon are you?
Take other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...
bloody bleeding crap of a hell. really want to strangle people with no sense of taste who cant in the world see how great yuuto is. they should have more websites on him! then again, there's not much that can be said about his character and everything. curses!!!! crap.
posted by christine | 9:14 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Friday, June 13, 2003
Open up your heart, let me slip inside
Such imagination always helps the feeling slide
Open up your soul, falling back into
The big, big blue
I'm a picker, I'm a grinner
I'm a lover and I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
A friend in needs' a friend indeed
A friend who bleeds is better
My friend confessed she passed the test
and we will never sever.
and i'll be damned. no one can believe that i love kigai yuuto. the song above seems to suit him, duncha think? gladys says he's an arrogrant bastard who's donwright cocky. and that is what i love. ming says i'm crazy, then again, ming has never been big with words, eh? sweet dreams... with him, of course. not to mention homura and sanzo... *jumps around madly, after being on crack*
Such imagination always helps the feeling slide
Open up your soul, falling back into
The big, big blue
I'm a picker, I'm a grinner
I'm a lover and I'm a sinner
I play my music in the sun
A friend in needs' a friend indeed
A friend who bleeds is better
My friend confessed she passed the test
and we will never sever.
and i'll be damned. no one can believe that i love kigai yuuto. the song above seems to suit him, duncha think? gladys says he's an arrogrant bastard who's donwright cocky. and that is what i love. ming says i'm crazy, then again, ming has never been big with words, eh? sweet dreams... with him, of course. not to mention homura and sanzo... *jumps around madly, after being on crack*
posted by christine | 11:37 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
i'm sick of trying to live
in this world of pain
it's not that i want
to complain but i have to
coz there's nothing worse than
not telling the truth
that life just sucks.
oh baby... i miss you so much. wun you come with me? take a ride or too, show me yourself... and i'll show you a good time. and no one knows it better than you do... right? *winks*
anyone out there believes that i've got a bf? sounds like i do right? if your answer is yes, i do...
get yourself a life! wahahahaha... if you can believe that... than you've got to be kidding. LAME! ok, not sure if i'm refering to myself or to the poor sorry slobs who actually believe me. i dun have a bf... yet. *grins*
in this world of pain
it's not that i want
to complain but i have to
coz there's nothing worse than
not telling the truth
that life just sucks.
oh baby... i miss you so much. wun you come with me? take a ride or too, show me yourself... and i'll show you a good time. and no one knows it better than you do... right? *winks*
anyone out there believes that i've got a bf? sounds like i do right? if your answer is yes, i do...
get yourself a life! wahahahaha... if you can believe that... than you've got to be kidding. LAME! ok, not sure if i'm refering to myself or to the poor sorry slobs who actually believe me. i dun have a bf... yet. *grins*
posted by christine | 10:52 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
cant stand it. every one should go and hang themselves. very few people in this world can be counted on. i stress, very few... so i'm not saying everyone. i'm just saying majority. bloody hell. this has really been a crap week. and i wonder when it'll end. feel like snorting... at my naive-ness.
argh!!! my petpet has disappeared!!! a neopet problem... oh where, oh where has my anubis gone? my poor pet is crying... coz it's lost it's pet. awww... so sad.
argh!!! my petpet has disappeared!!! a neopet problem... oh where, oh where has my anubis gone? my poor pet is crying... coz it's lost it's pet. awww... so sad.
posted by christine | 6:37 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Thursday, June 12, 2003
i want to kill myself. i am so fickle minded!!! i mean, at first i say i want to go for infusion, then i say i dun want to, now i not sure if i want to or not. haiz! want to go and murder myself. arghhhhhhh... *tears out hair by the hundreds* stupid!!!!! egad. not sure if i want to continue asking people to go with me or not.
*growls dangerously*
*growls dangerously*
posted by christine | 8:21 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Wednesday, June 11, 2003
finished writing my appeal letter, now it's all in the hands of god, i hope ms gwee wouldn't make me make a lot of changes, dun fancy looking thru it again. actually, i dun really want to appeal, but i think that feeling is just momentary. i want to appeal, but i'll feel worse if i dun get in. i think
posted by christine | 8:32 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
even when you least expect it, parents can be most perpective, as well as open-minded. ahah, you think they dun know anything, but think again! they know EVERYTHING!. ok, so maybe not everything, but almost everything. trust me on this. go and question your parents on what they know. you'll be surprised. life is surprising. life is unfair. life is unjust! whatever
posted by christine | 6:53 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
I am absolutely brooding!
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
whoopee. thou shall not do no test when thyself is not in a cheery mood.
posted by christine | 5:42 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Monday, June 09, 2003
nette, you know me, i always think the world's harsh... maybe having the songs from the buffy musical playing in my head may make life a little bit better, and thanks for saying that you care about me. (awww... so sweet) but i'm still waiting for my life to get better.
guen, sure you can link me, i dun mind
went to watch bruce almighty with benita and michelle. today was their chinese Os... so dorothy, eileen, i hope you guys did well.
and i asked ben this question,
me: why are you out with me and not with your boyfren?
ben: dun have one lar, you know that.
me: fine. cant even humour me
ben: so it's my turn to ask:" why are you out with me and not your boyfren?
me: he's not free. he has to work. did i mention he's 26, drives a car, and has his own talk show?
ben: *only hears the not free and has to work part.*
cant believe my mum wants me to cut my hair. oh course, i know it's already going wild and i SHOULD cut it but i feel so lazy to walk to the hairdresser. maybe later. after i find my physics practical book.
guen, sure you can link me, i dun mind
went to watch bruce almighty with benita and michelle. today was their chinese Os... so dorothy, eileen, i hope you guys did well.
and i asked ben this question,
me: why are you out with me and not with your boyfren?
ben: dun have one lar, you know that.
me: fine. cant even humour me
ben: so it's my turn to ask:" why are you out with me and not your boyfren?
me: he's not free. he has to work. did i mention he's 26, drives a car, and has his own talk show?
ben: *only hears the not free and has to work part.*
cant believe my mum wants me to cut my hair. oh course, i know it's already going wild and i SHOULD cut it but i feel so lazy to walk to the hairdresser. maybe later. after i find my physics practical book.
posted by christine | 7:15 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Saturday, June 07, 2003
oops. sorry, lei ya. didn't know you didn't want your link up there.
past all thoughts
past all feelings
a word called believing
something that was never real
what can never be
is definately not meant to be
swimming is a good way to be deaf. i cant hear anything with the water logged in my ear. arh!! better type faster since it's going to be time for tv soon. but then again, there's nothing to say.
i love writing stupid poems. of course, maybe it reflects my mood... or maybe it doesn't. you decide. cya.
past all thoughts
past all feelings
a word called believing
something that was never real
what can never be
is definately not meant to be
swimming is a good way to be deaf. i cant hear anything with the water logged in my ear. arh!! better type faster since it's going to be time for tv soon. but then again, there's nothing to say.
i love writing stupid poems. of course, maybe it reflects my mood... or maybe it doesn't. you decide. cya.
posted by christine | 6:33 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Friday, June 06, 2003
i walk away
leaving a part of me
there's nothing
memories of yesterday
better gone than remembered
tears that never form
water that drowns
fire that burns
yet they still cant kill
the feeling in my heart
words cant express what i feel... words are always rather inadequate duncha think? weird. never really wanted to think about it in that way. since i always thought that words could express anything. yet... i've been proved wrong. haha... tomorrow can sleep in. thank god. i dun feel like ever waking up.
Lei Ya.... you're wrong about some of the names of the bfs that are destined to be our fren's bfs....
Peggy, she has robert
YY, she has aaron
Basilia, she has jeffrey
Sonya, she has ah keong
nette, she has hanson.
hahhhaaaa... you people arh, crack me up. life's a test. where only the fittest survive.
leaving a part of me
there's nothing
memories of yesterday
better gone than remembered
tears that never form
water that drowns
fire that burns
yet they still cant kill
the feeling in my heart
words cant express what i feel... words are always rather inadequate duncha think? weird. never really wanted to think about it in that way. since i always thought that words could express anything. yet... i've been proved wrong. haha... tomorrow can sleep in. thank god. i dun feel like ever waking up.
Lei Ya.... you're wrong about some of the names of the bfs that are destined to be our fren's bfs....
Peggy, she has robert
YY, she has aaron
Basilia, she has jeffrey
Sonya, she has ah keong
nette, she has hanson.
hahhhaaaa... you people arh, crack me up. life's a test. where only the fittest survive.
posted by christine | 8:41 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Thursday, June 05, 2003
woohooo!!!! man, that musical really made me feel like singing and dancing... well, i did start out doing the salsa and some hip-hop... but it made me depressed when i thought about how i could have got my dancer's badge but didn;'t. damn.
i am so happy
so so happy.
nothing can spoil my mood.
i'm just feeling oh so good
the sky is clear
the bees are here!
and the party's just going to start.
can you believe this stupid thing comes from my heart?
egad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! believe it or not... it did.
leave me all alone
to face the stormy waters
take me away
from this hell or grave
nothing comes from within
the whispers echo around
the fire burns
and then consumes
now that's the real me. too bad i feel like both.
i am so happy
so so happy.
nothing can spoil my mood.
i'm just feeling oh so good
the sky is clear
the bees are here!
and the party's just going to start.
can you believe this stupid thing comes from my heart?
egad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! believe it or not... it did.
leave me all alone
to face the stormy waters
take me away
from this hell or grave
nothing comes from within
the whispers echo around
the fire burns
and then consumes
now that's the real me. too bad i feel like both.
posted by christine | 9:31 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Rest In Peace
Spike:
I died
So many years ago
And you can make me feel
Like it isn't so
But you come to be with me
I think I finally know
You're scared
Ashamed of what you feel
And you can't tell the ones you love
You know they couldn't deal
But whisper in a dead man's ear
That doesn't make it real
That's great
But I don't wanna play
'Cause being near you touches me
More than I can say
And since I'm only dead to you
I'm staying stay away
And let me rest in peace
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole six foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
So let me rest in peace
You know
You've got a willing slave
And you just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave
But til you do I'm telling you
Stop visiting my grave
And let me rest in peace
I know I should go
But I follow you like a man possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed
If my heart could beat it would break my chest
But I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be and let me rest in peace
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole six foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
So let me rest in peace
Why won't you
Let me rest in peace
ahhhhh....... damnit. can a man get more sexier? *drools* well, he may not be the best singer among the scoobs but boy has he got the look down pat!!! forget angel!!! o-mi-god....
Life's not a song
Life isn’t bliss
Life is just this
Its living
You’ll get along
The pain that you feel
You only can heal by living
You have to go on living
So one of us is living
living is hard to do. that's the lesson to it all. even my sister feels that way. she goes... cradle to grave, is that all a person ever wishes for? the live, to go thru the motions and later just die? Life's a show And we all play our parts And when the music starts We open up our hearts Its alright If some things come out wrong We’ll sing a happy song And you can't sing along... to coin the words from buffy. nobody wants to keep on going thru the motions.
Spike:
I died
So many years ago
And you can make me feel
Like it isn't so
But you come to be with me
I think I finally know
You're scared
Ashamed of what you feel
And you can't tell the ones you love
You know they couldn't deal
But whisper in a dead man's ear
That doesn't make it real
That's great
But I don't wanna play
'Cause being near you touches me
More than I can say
And since I'm only dead to you
I'm staying stay away
And let me rest in peace
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole six foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
So let me rest in peace
You know
You've got a willing slave
And you just love to play the thought
That you might misbehave
But til you do I'm telling you
Stop visiting my grave
And let me rest in peace
I know I should go
But I follow you like a man possessed
There's a traitor here beneath my breast
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed
If my heart could beat it would break my chest
But I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be and let me rest in peace
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my love and bury it
In a hole six foot deep
I can lay my body down
But I can't find my sweet release
So let me rest in peace
Why won't you
Let me rest in peace
ahhhhh....... damnit. can a man get more sexier? *drools* well, he may not be the best singer among the scoobs but boy has he got the look down pat!!! forget angel!!! o-mi-god....
Life's not a song
Life isn’t bliss
Life is just this
Its living
You’ll get along
The pain that you feel
You only can heal by living
You have to go on living
So one of us is living
living is hard to do. that's the lesson to it all. even my sister feels that way. she goes... cradle to grave, is that all a person ever wishes for? the live, to go thru the motions and later just die? Life's a show And we all play our parts And when the music starts We open up our hearts Its alright If some things come out wrong We’ll sing a happy song And you can't sing along... to coin the words from buffy. nobody wants to keep on going thru the motions.
posted by christine | 9:22 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Wednesday, June 04, 2003
Genjo Sanzo
Which Saiyuki Character are you?
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surprise surprise. figures. and i tried not to get that. as in, i love him and all, hmm... and i didn;t even try to get him... *smirks* still, i am a natural leader... hahaha... *brags*
and yet again there is no one online when i'm on. perhaps i'm on too early? but see, i want to sleep early and go bathe for a long time since i had a hard day today. i can just hear all the *yeah right* coming from you people out there, yes, you. the one reading this right now. get over it. the world doesn't revolve around you, no matter what stuff you've heard. all lies. all untrue!!! let me enlighten you. listen, for i'll only say it once. after all, wouldn't want anyone saying that i'm too big-headed right?
u listening?
the world revolves around me. yes. me. got it? slowly now, repeat after me. the world revolves around christine. there! wasn't so hard right? still cannot get it? simple. not you. me. it's all about me. right. me. easy as pie.
wahahahahaha.... i am insane. definately crazy. the studying coupled with the flu must have scrambled my brain. * looks with amusement at the previous lines* well, if you chose to believe me, then you're extremely gullible. i cant save you, you cant even save yourself.
posted by christine | 9:02 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
freedom!!! everyone should have the chanve to at least scream that word once in their entire life. coz let me tell you that the feeling of freedom is something you cant duplicate. see, the great thing is that my tests are over. well, at least the ones that i have to spend time studying for and ahahahaha... can play now!! too bad that i'm still feeling sick. ack. coz if i weren't, i could be going out and having lots of fun. then again, it's not like me being sick will stop me from going out right? *grins*
anyway, i'm going to have dinner now, so let's just all scream in one voice. FREEDOM!
anyway, i'm going to have dinner now, so let's just all scream in one voice. FREEDOM!
posted by christine | 7:16 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.
Monday, June 02, 2003
still feeling kinda sick with my nose all plugged up and stuff, but it figures that i could never stay away from the computer for long. at least, i woke up this morning, (since i didn't go to school) and i wanted to sit down and just start reading my stupid abraham's promise for tomorrow's test but i couldn't bring myself to do it. frankly, no one should expect me to remember stuff that's being taught a year ago! and my fingers are all shaky, must be a side effect from all that weird medication. dunno lar... but i dun even know where i caught the flu bug from.
my dad said i was too stressed, (like real, i practically wasn't as stress this whole week), and then he said it was because i was sleeping late and waking up too early to study (like real, i've stopped that, the latest i sleep is 10.30, my beauty sleep will not be comprimised for my studies) and i was sneezing and blowing my nose the whole time at the guide house when i was doing the last test of my PGA. which incidentally, did not go as i planned. then again, what really goes as u plan? ok, digressing already
my task was relatively simple. of course, at that point of time, i didn't think so. i had to interview a member of the trefoil guild and get the information required to publish it online at the girl guides official website. the instructions were very confusing and everyone who saw what i got also had the same idea as me that i had to load it up on the web too. *heart attack* everyone who knows me knows that i know how to use the very basic of software but other than that, the computer is not my friend. then, it turned out that i just needed to get the information but i didn't need to upload it on the web. so if i pass the test, the info goes up on the web, if i dun, it doesn't. the persons i had to interview were the same people who interviewed me for my singapore knowledge interview. it was pretty ok, and they provided me with all the information that i just had to separate and put into different portions and type out. and i finished first. unless u count eileen, who had the simply job of doing refreshments... *grumbles* i dunno, but i heard that if u didn't finish the task given in the time limit, u'd fail. if thats true, then most people won't make it. some of the tasks like cleaning the storeroom that seemed ez was actually damnit hard. not sure when the results will come out, but i think in less than a week, i'll know whether it's the begining of the end, or the begining of a new chapter. if i dun make it, all my stress and worry and what not, is definately going to be wasted. and i hate to waste things... xian, ok, going to boil some soup or something for me to have as lunch.
my dad said i was too stressed, (like real, i practically wasn't as stress this whole week), and then he said it was because i was sleeping late and waking up too early to study (like real, i've stopped that, the latest i sleep is 10.30, my beauty sleep will not be comprimised for my studies) and i was sneezing and blowing my nose the whole time at the guide house when i was doing the last test of my PGA. which incidentally, did not go as i planned. then again, what really goes as u plan? ok, digressing already
my task was relatively simple. of course, at that point of time, i didn't think so. i had to interview a member of the trefoil guild and get the information required to publish it online at the girl guides official website. the instructions were very confusing and everyone who saw what i got also had the same idea as me that i had to load it up on the web too. *heart attack* everyone who knows me knows that i know how to use the very basic of software but other than that, the computer is not my friend. then, it turned out that i just needed to get the information but i didn't need to upload it on the web. so if i pass the test, the info goes up on the web, if i dun, it doesn't. the persons i had to interview were the same people who interviewed me for my singapore knowledge interview. it was pretty ok, and they provided me with all the information that i just had to separate and put into different portions and type out. and i finished first. unless u count eileen, who had the simply job of doing refreshments... *grumbles* i dunno, but i heard that if u didn't finish the task given in the time limit, u'd fail. if thats true, then most people won't make it. some of the tasks like cleaning the storeroom that seemed ez was actually damnit hard. not sure when the results will come out, but i think in less than a week, i'll know whether it's the begining of the end, or the begining of a new chapter. if i dun make it, all my stress and worry and what not, is definately going to be wasted. and i hate to waste things... xian, ok, going to boil some soup or something for me to have as lunch.
posted by christine | 12:36 PM
| You can rule the world. After I'm done with it.